accept or reject

accept or reject
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During these weeks, there were a lots things happened. Some decision was made. I never though that I will leave a office in a short time. Sometimes I questioned my Lord how could it happen? Wasn’t I here? I have to say that I don’t have enough faith to trust in my Lord. I feel afraid. Things are always changeable. I still try to obey. The voices surround me just tell me again and again, “you are not ok.” Each time I reject the sticker, there are more stickers come through my rejection. Finally, I have to decide to accept or still reject it. After rejecting those voices, I still question my Lord. What’s Your will? I just like a blind walk on the way. Can’t see. On the way home, I got a phone call. Is it the answer? I don’t know. But I sill want to pray to have the courage to accept what You want me to do. Let me walk under Your will.

---------Felicia on the way home