Thursday, October 04, 2007

Why i am here?

Why i am here?
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During the days of “the training of the new staff”, I just wonder why I am here? I know that I am so affair of seeing people in pain or with blood. Right now, I work at a hospital but not work for the mental (it doesn’t matter with my thesis). So, why I am here? Although I am enjoy with Family Therapy which is usually used in the field of teens or in the hospital. That’s one of reasons I always be with teens these years. For I know that I am affair of people with their hurt and pain. That’s very queer! In my faith I believe this is what my Lord’s leading. But for what has happened, I feel confuse is it real? It’s hard to say that I don’t know what to do, but it’s true.

Lord, I pray for Thee to show me your ways. I pray for the wisdom from Thee to cope with the situation which I will meet. Lord, I am not strong, but thank for that you are. My almighty Lord, wish I walk on the way which is under Your will. In Jesus’ name. A-men.

----------------Felicia on Oct. 4. 2007 during the training

7 comments:

  1. so many question mark

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  2. yes, so i need your pray.

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  3. Dear依然
    你還好吧!
    其實我也不喜歡醫院裡的生活
    每每看到生老病死都會覺得人生無常
    應該要及時行樂 所以不想來上班 :p
    但是偏偏又不行這麼做
    而且 最糟糕的事情是
    看多了 你就麻木了...
    同情心 . 同理心 也漸漸消失
    多的只是更多不耐...

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  4. 要適應一個新的環境,
    對你我來說都需要一些時間,
    這段時間可以說是磨合,
    也可以說是磨練,
    或許對於外界有很多的不瞭解,
    或許外界對我們也有很多的不明白,
    但不可否認的是,
    大家都用各自的框框在看世界,
    每個人也有每個人獨特的堅持,
    期待,因此也成了最沈重的負荷,
    知道自己正在努力就足夠了,
    努力什麼?
    妳比其他人更清楚,
    找到妳自己在那裡的位置,
    遠比其他事情來得重要。

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  5. TO棐:
    目前我也只能說還好啦,只是還有一些事情想不透。只是沒想到妳會有人生無常的感覺,我以為出了開刀房,就沒有妳的事了。我這,常覺得無耐的是:不去想能為自己做什麼的人,只是一直要求別人為你做什麼,現在也還好啦,遇到兩個而已= =。不過,我是希望自己不要去麻木.....那感覺很可怕,我怕到最後連自己都消失掉了。

    TO KellyWU
    框框喲.....也是啦,在磨合過程中,我也挺怕雙重訊息的。
    基本上,磨合與定位,我還在整理中,也許哪天弄清了再說吧,謝謝妳的關心。

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  6. 前陣子還聽你說在寫論文
    沒想到短短幾個月
    妳已經短宣回來並到台中上班去囉
    以後不能常常在教會看到你><...
    但是我會為你禱告^^加油
    願上帝祝福你和你手中的工作

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  7. TO 庭蓉
    對啊,我也覺得生活上變化好快喲
    論文-->短宣-->工作
    謝謝妳的代禱
    超需要把一切丟給上帝的

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